Don't feed Shari coffee after 6:00PM...

LOL...Yup don't feed me coffee after 6pm...It's hard I was craving for hazelnut cream...ending up drinking two cups before dinner...LOL...I'm paying for it now...and my brain is still going...yet body is tired...=(  I think all different kind of things at this hour...LOL...let me share w/you what is going on in my brain at this hour...LOL

Was talking w/a dear buddy of mines hours ago...LOL...interesting conversation like always...=)  Thanks Nemo...=)  but yeah things been boggling in my mind...See what happens when Shari drinks coffee...LOL...I know I know I should stop worrying about stuff...but it's super hard...I guess what been on my mind lately, is finding that right significant other...It's so weird there are so many Christians on this island, and it's hard to meet alot of them even though you attend a church...It's just a scary thought thinking being single rest of your life...I know God has something planned for me...I know I have to be paient as well...but I'm going to be honest it's not easy...=(  I wish it was...My Sis always tells me that I deserve someone who can respect me for who I am, and that it would be nice if he's a Christian as well...I'm trying so hard to change my life around for the best...I never really dated a Christian guy...well once I have, and it was nice attending church together for those years we were together...but this was like wow over 10 years ago...LOL...since then never had another Christian boyfriend...thats when my life leaded from one drama to another...=(  I am now single, and drama free once again...=)  Makes life so much happier...=)  But yeah it would be nice to find someone who is sweet, caring, and respects me for who I am, and MUST be a Christian...LOL...doesn't mean he say he's a Christian, and don't attend church...LOL...attend church is a MUST on my list...LOL...I know I say this, and don't always attend church myself as well, but so this is why I need a Christian dude who can keep me on my feet, and always remind it's church day lets get going...LOL...oh and he must get along w/my bestfriend Donna...that is a MUST as well...=)  You have to pass through my Sis before anything else...LOL...You must be thinking OMG she's weird...but nope it's true, my Sis knows what's best for me...=)  I trust her to help me in anything, and everything...she always gives me good advice, and I'm happy to have such a wonderful, and caring friend...=)  God has for sure sent me a wonderful friend...=)  It's hard to find those kinds of friends now days...=) I also feel sorry for the next person who end's up w/me...LOL...they will need to be able to put up w/me  always making trouble (good kind trouble)...LOL...Nah I know when to be serious so no worries...but they also need to be able to put up w/my from time to time grumbling sometimes about werid stuff...LOL...just laugh about it cause it can be mento stuff I grumble about...LOL...so yeah I feel so sorry for whoever is willing to put up w/me...LOL...if you can I give you credit...LOL jk... But it's close to 3am and I'm still no tired...=(  I wish I could just shut my brain off at times, and just sleep...LOL...Well I better try...=)  Sweet Dreams to All...=)